Communication skill

Dear blog,

I feel that the more I interacted with people, my communication skill gets worse *frustrated*
Or is it because I'm near my period so that I'm super sensitive and tired all the time *sigh*

And I'm wearing a corset from 1 pm (now is 6 pm!) because I thought I'm gonna be trying on dresses! *eh, no wonder I'm so senggol bacok :D*

But aside from that, I think I do have some communication skill problem:

- Do I tend to push people too hard that they don't know how to respond to me? (like in the case of the souvenir representative who stopped responding to my emails after about 8 exchanges hahaha...)
- Do I tend to do whatever I want that I want so that I confuse myself and other people? (like changing my invitation several times so that the auntie, who is the owner of the printing company, was short towards me?)
- I don't like interruption. AT ALL. If someone interrupts me when I was in the middle of doing something, I would tend to answer with a hint of anger and irritation. Hmmmm .... I have to remember that especially when I talk to my mom and dad, that I CANNOT take their love for me for granted. Yes, they will love me no matter what, but that doesn't mean that I can do whatever I want, and answer them in whatever way I choose. Sometimes we forget that our parents aren't God but just regular human :)
- And many otherssss.... Woaaaaaaa......


The silver lining is, now I realize how bad my communication skill is, and how sensitive I can get sometimes. So, now I try to pause a lot before I open my mouth.
And I keep chanting this mantra: "Love God, tolerate people" :D